Hmm~. I haven't posted in forever, have I?
Anywhoo, I really... do not have anything interesting to say.
I just realized that I hadn't posted since, like... forever ago, and felt really guilty.
God, my layout is pretty. (Badly edited and graphics-ized. But pretty.)
Here's something! O:
I am now a Cruel Angel~! <33`
(Well, "now" meaning... for the past five months. 8'DDDDD;; Hahaha. <3' But, still, that status will remain for another... 2 years and 9 months, at least. *w*;;;~)
If you haven't heard of the Cruel Angels Project (which, okay, I totally would not
understand, seeing as we are the most popular, famous, well-known-and-loved group of hopefuls ever), here's a basic run-down of the thing.
After Beckii Cruel debuted in Japan last summer, her producers decided to form a new group with her in the leading spot—the Cruel Angels. They proceeded to search for and scout girls they found... I don't know, interesting and talented, I suppose... online (mainly through YouTube [that's where they found me]), and these girls who have decided to join are called the Cruel Girls. (One is not a Cruel Angel until she debuts as such. So far, the only Angels are Beckii [of course; though I suppose she's more than an "Angel"], Sarah, and Gemma, who together recorded their single Tsubasa wo Kudasai, which was released in February of this year.) All together, we are the Cruel Angels Project, and we all work hard keeping our YouTube pages active, as well as recording singing and dancing videos for the CAP main YouTube channel (cruelangelsproject), all while hoping and dreaming that some day we will be asked to debut! <333`
There's that. 8DDDD;;
Most of the girls in the group are dancers, and many are very impressive.
(In fact, I am often highly intimidated. X'DDDD;; I'm not at all confident where dancing is concerned, and I have problems learning dances on my own, without an instructor... But I think I was recruited more as a singer than a dancer [since pretty much... oh, 158 or so, out of the 163 videos I have on my channel are of me doing exactly that—singing], so I will just... try my best at absolutely everything! [Hahaha. TTwTT; <33`])
This is probably boring, and I bet no one is reading this... (Haha.)
My dream really is to become a singer in Japan, and I am determined to achieve it.
If I really believe and keep trying my very hardest, I think I can accomplish it someday.
(Watching Buzzer Beat, which I just finished about an hour ago, made me feel extra encouraged to keep fighting for this. [Hahaha.] Yay, Yamapi and dreams~! 8'DDDD; <333`)
No matter what happens, I am going to keep trying for my dream.
I can do it.
I know I can.
...I just need to work a little harder, and longer, I think.
(Okay, maybe a lot. TTwTT;;)
If you've read this far, and are sort of kind of
interested in the Project, please check out the official YT channel here:
I have two videos on that channel at this point: Tsuki no Kakera (featuring... me singing it, live [LOL]) and Aoi Umi (not live; pre-recorded vocals, with a... crappy, homemade music style kind of feel [...haha. T~T;], but me singing, nonetheless).
Please check them out, as well as the videos the other girls have recorded! <333`
Annnnnnd, my account is right here:
The sparkly, colorful goodness that it is.
Theeeeeeeeere... we are~! 8'DD;
I finally posted, hooray~! O:
Hi, Pretty Sho. ;w; <3333333333`